fuck

'Down feeling down falling down sinking furhter down
misery circles around
wane feel the pain gone insane and this life's to blame
seems like its all in vain
dark the past was dark the present's dark the future seems so dark'

'and i keep falling further down'

'seems like i'm falling deeper
deeper inside myself'

'these feelings inside me
keep bringing me further and further down
been lost for so long cant find my way home
i dont even know where i belong'

'ive faced all the ages all alone all by myself
never ending is the treason in every night
and every day
the circle drives me insane'

Sirenia lyrics


crap at everything that isnt completely fictional.

fuck expectations. i cant ever fail anything, fuck no.

screw school. screw homework.

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck

no you havent told me all week, you just mentioned it today if you tell me something check that ive fucking well heard you.

fuck spelling and grammar and punctuation. noone gives a shit anyway apparently. noone important anyway.

why the hell do i even bother. hardly anyone else seems to. why do i have to keep churning out good things even at the last minute when everyone elses writes crap and doesnt care.

why do i fucking care? none of its important anyway

cant you just see the looks if i give up?

FFFFFFFFFFF
UUUUUUUUU


that would be fun

not really

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why cant i do anything right?

this house is not a home. thats 3dg lyrics, yeah?

dont even care enough to look.


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FFS
cant even care anymore